How often does it take for such a phrase to turn into "Can't you take a hint?"
After it gets said so many times about plans involving you, you start to assume/realize that you're being avoided. Being avoided sucks. Especially when you're left wondering what went wrong after what you thought was a lot of good times.
That's bad enough, generally... but then there's the times when you're told absolutely nothing about anything until after the fact, with an attitude suggesting that it should've been common sense for your psychic abilities to kick in. It sucks. It really does.
That's what's floating around in my head right now as I think I gave up a while ago. It's not the depression that I've been feeling creeping in causing these thoughts. It's the other way around. It's the "can't you take a hint" feeling coming from someone totally unexpected causing the slow creep of depression that I've been fighting off.
It's one of the hardest things to fight off, but it will not be sticking around.
Edit: I was going to go back to bed, and I did. For a few minutes. Then I realized sitting and stewing and going to bed would only make me sink in more. I'm gonna get dressed and just take a walk somewhere. Dunno where.
After it gets said so many times about plans involving you, you start to assume/realize that you're being avoided. Being avoided sucks. Especially when you're left wondering what went wrong after what you thought was a lot of good times.
That's bad enough, generally... but then there's the times when you're told absolutely nothing about anything until after the fact, with an attitude suggesting that it should've been common sense for your psychic abilities to kick in. It sucks. It really does.
That's what's floating around in my head right now as I think I gave up a while ago. It's not the depression that I've been feeling creeping in causing these thoughts. It's the other way around. It's the "can't you take a hint" feeling coming from someone totally unexpected causing the slow creep of depression that I've been fighting off.
It's one of the hardest things to fight off, but it will not be sticking around.
Edit: I was going to go back to bed, and I did. For a few minutes. Then I realized sitting and stewing and going to bed would only make me sink in more. I'm gonna get dressed and just take a walk somewhere. Dunno where.
