It appears to accurately show the huge difference in my daily thoughts and emotions lately. Five of Cups and Four of Cups showing lots of struggle and lots of bleh, which has been making me wonder if I am sliding back into depression again at times. Judgement being the next one seems fairly spot on as well. The next two were The World, and The Star. Both of which pretty much complete my bipolar type days. I've noticed this daily. Upset about some recent losses and feeling rather stuck. Getting restless, and then just sighing and continuing on with whatever. Then thinking of goals that are seeming more and more realistic as time goes on and getting a permagrin from those thoughts. Lots of fluctuation between major bleh and permagrin. Quite a large gap.
Tuesday, July 03, 2012
First spread
It appears to accurately show the huge difference in my daily thoughts and emotions lately. Five of Cups and Four of Cups showing lots of struggle and lots of bleh, which has been making me wonder if I am sliding back into depression again at times. Judgement being the next one seems fairly spot on as well. The next two were The World, and The Star. Both of which pretty much complete my bipolar type days. I've noticed this daily. Upset about some recent losses and feeling rather stuck. Getting restless, and then just sighing and continuing on with whatever. Then thinking of goals that are seeming more and more realistic as time goes on and getting a permagrin from those thoughts. Lots of fluctuation between major bleh and permagrin. Quite a large gap.