Took ambien at the time of the previous post, yet I'm still wide
awake. No idea how after such a day. I think I said that earier.
Penny is all curled up and comfy. I envy it. I would like to borrow
her ability to just curl up and be unconscious in a matter of minutes.
I need a sandman replacement. Either mine died or is extremely faulty.
Or just a convenient off switch would be nice as there is clearly a
lot going through my head.
The dreaded point of lying in bed awake with thoughts of anything and
everything spiralling all around... And then realizing that the
thoughts that just popped in are about what thoughts are spiralling
around. At that point it becomes an actual spiral. Reoccurring over
and over just because conscious awareness is brought to the subject of
conscious awareness. The same sort of thing as when told to breathe
normally, or made aware of yor blinking; which I'm sure are both
driving you bonkers now. You're welcome for that. If you don't
understand insomnia, it's like that coupled with a lot of sometimes
incurable sleepiness and lots of frustration.
Maybe now that I've gotten some of this swirling in writing, it might
leave me to my ambien and my pillow.
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